What would you do?

I have a crush on this guy at school the issue is he is gang infiliated. Also he is a bit of a playa so what makes me different then any other chick? He would probbaly use me like a rag as he has done to previous chicks that have crossed his path. I cant help it though everytime i see him the more my desire for him grows he is just so y. He has a rebellious im gonnado my own thing personality and he has quite the sense of humor and these qulitys reallyturn me on. I worrry about him because of the gang involvement thing if something wher to happen to him i would be devistated. I am told that i have a greAT PERSONALITY the problem is also im a bit like him nuetral and independent. Wher so similar but yet so different in life styles he lives the life of a gangsta and i am a good girl that goes to school and well is just very sweeet aand innocent.